Thursday, May 31, 2012

The Unbreakable, or Are You Stuck In Your Thinking And Can't See A Solution?

The Unbreakable

Let me start with a little story
In one of the most memorable exercises of all time, the leader asks a person to volunteer. The person needs to be a "certifiable" klutz, aka clumsy person.

Inadvertently the person always turns out to be a woman and a Ph.D.

In the first part of the exercise or demonstration, the leader throws a tennis ball to the volunteer which she either catches by trying too hard, or trying too hard and yet dropping the ball.

Everyone can see that she is a klutz.

After a while the leader says that they are going to play a different game. This time the volunteer doesn't have to catch the ball. Instead they need to observe the ball and tell the leader which way the ball was spinning. To make the spin more visible, the leader takes out a think marker and blackens the seams of the tennis ball.

The volunteer agrees. The first ball falls on the podium while she is showing with her fingers which way the ball was spinning. The second ball

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Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Disclaimer

In many articles on this site I mention names, I mention programs. I seem to take an "unfair" look at them. It is unfair, true, because I am looking for something specific, and that is my filter for the reviews. What am I looking for?

Does the person/program raise your vibration
Does the effect last?
Do they connect to Source?
Do they teach YOU to connect to Source?

Vibration or vibrational frequency is a number that locates you or your teaching on the map of consciousness that shows how far or how close you or your theories are to the Original Design, to how things really are. So in this regard, perfectly great people and perfectly great programs fall short... and such is life. My filter, my requirements may not mesh with yours... Like you, I like and consume products that lower my vibration, like half-and-half... (200)

If you want to raise your vibration, any modality under 500 is a poor choice, they are not based on truth. This includes religion, meditation,

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Monday, May 28, 2012

What is your strategy to avoid your own transformation and stay miserable? Here are a few strategies: Which ones do you use?

What is your strategy to avoid your own transformation and stay miserable? Here are a few strategies: Which ones do you use?

Let's first look what is transformation to understand why anyone would want to avoid it. After all transformation sounds all good, doesn't it?

Transformation is very simple, but it is not that simple and it is not that easy to cause it, whether for yourself or not.

It is simple, because it involves a simple task: move to the left, to the right, or further back or sometimes forward to have a different view of something that was "the truth" before, to create malleability and change in "the truth."

I always teach the example of me being in my office with the vertical blind, but this time I will give you a different example, where what needs to be change is not the same.

Imagine that you are attacked. Psychically. The water you carefully charged is frequently reduced to rubbish, someone plants a device in you, like bugging you, like a device that

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Thursday, May 24, 2012

Vibrational Review: dattatreya siva baba

dattatreya siva baba: (Dr. Baskaran Pillai) is the founder of Astroved, and The University of Astroved Vedic Sciences. He has researched Vedic Sciences for the past 40 years and is a world leader in educating many cultures and countries on the benefits of remedial astrology. Dattatriya Siva Baba is an enlightened Vedic Astrology Master and is also the first to bring a systematic approach to Nadi Astrology to the Western world. Personal vibration: 200. Teaching: 200: 20% truth, 80% made-up.


Vipassana is a meditation technique. Its claim to fame is that the Buddha used it and one night he became enlightened (whatever that means). If I know correctly (sorry, I am unwilling to research it) it is simply watching the breath. Osho (someone I do read!) says that if you can watch your breath for 45 minutes without thought you will become enlightened.

That is a horrible way to use your life, I say. It may take several lifetimes, and so what? The consciousness is not in the

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My video on using the Jewish Way of connecting: it works

http://youtu.be/k8Gu5HSjR7M

OK, I know I look horrible... oh well... who said you need to be young and beautiful to make a

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Monday, May 21, 2012

Raise your vibration

Raise your vibration, 19 ways, 22 ways, eat this, do that, breathe this way, visualize that...

The misinformation of what raises your vibration proliferates. It's a popular topic. People want to feel better. People want to be part of the new humanity. People want to survive 2012.

So what is vibration, for god's sake?

Vibration is a number. It's like a score. It's like the number on the scoreboard.

Imagine it's Sunday. You have a team of players and you are playing basketball. There are the opponents, there are the judges, there are the fans.

You play. As well or as poorly as you do. You either bring all of you to the game or you are a lame duck... and anything in between.

The numbers on the scoreboard change accordingly.

Next Sunday, next game. You either come to the game with the same attitude, the same level of skills or you do something better. The scoreboard will reflect the effort you put in during the week.

Easy, simple, easy to understand. The opponent

raise your vibration

Vibrational Review: Case Study of a student of the second phase Activators course

Vibration went from 200 to 330 in three months. Case study: Student in the 2nd Phase Activators Course. Photographer, female 55 years old

Had a difficult start. Started on just the border of the acceptable minimum, 200 vibration.

Had she had these difficulties with a vibration below 200, she would have disappeared.

She had to access the connection webinars from her phone. I can't see someone who calls in on the phone, on my webinar control panel, so she could never be sure whether she was connected or not, really.

She came to every call. She bought the Unconditional Love Activator, but I refunded it: I told her flat out that she is not suitable to be my student. I practically threw her out...

She didn't get offended. She got that she needed some technical conditions to meet, like access to a computer that can accommodate videos. All the activators are delivered in the form of a video.

She is quiet, but from her few shares you can get that she needed to wade through

raise your vibrational frequency

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Maybe you can't lead people to Heaven unless you know the habits and the moves of Hell: the anatomy of Evil

If you went back to yesterday's post, you would find a horoscope by Rob Brezsny predicting that I will have whirlwind like experienced that will take me to what I need to learn, to the tools I need to successfully navigate my path.

I said that it looked exciting, like an adventure. It did.

Just like bungee jumping, roller coaster riding look like fun... Except there is a big difference between looking at it, and being on it.

I started on my journey to transform whatever I needed to transform, because my life felt like a roller coaster and I hated it. I hated the feeling of having no control, I hated being jerked to the left, only so that the next moment I can be jerked to the right. I am not built for this kind of excitement, I am not.

So, for me to say that the horoscope's prediction was exciting, only could mean that I didn't understand the words... lol.

Oh well, it is coming true, and it is coming true exactly the way it was predicted.

I am going to spare the

addictive energy

Can't feel anything, anger, joy, love, peace? Can't feel that you are connected? What can you do about it?

Can't feel anything, joy, love, peace? Can't feel that you are connected? What can you do about it?

You are a Pressure Cooker

I had a real transformation a few years ago, but because it disappeared stuff, I am just noticing.

When anger disappears, you barely notice it.

I used to be an angry person. You wouldn't know it, because for reasons of my own I suppressed my anger.

Anger not expressed cripples you. But expressing anger can be dangerous: you need to be out of control, or so it seems.

I went for it a few times, I did the process with the 6-day course, for example.

My fear was that my anger kills. Not that I kill someone while angry, but my anger kills.

I made that up when I was three years old.

My mom was pregnant and she was in the hospital. I was angry at the baby, and the baby died. Simple enough: she was born prematurely, and she died.

But for me, I killed her. How? With my anger. How did I know? Because they didn't take me to the funeral, but

anger

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Context is decisive, or what do you do that upsets people and destroys your relationships

Someone with a critical eye will offer you some unsolicited advice today, and you should not be afraid to hear them out. Their reputation for painful honesty should be no excuse -- your feelings don't matter when real knowledge is out there to be learned. Do not sacrifice an education just for the sake of your ego. If you do, you are not giving yourself enough credit. You are in a solid learning phase, and your mind is ready to take in new information in an objective way.

The above is the horoscope that showed up the other day in my inbox.

And the below one came from Rob Brezsny, for the same time period.



VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22): There's at least a 50 percent chance that the coming days will be over-the-top, out-of-the-blue, and off-the-record. I'm half-expecting florid, luscious, and kaleidoscopic events, possibly even rococo, swashbuckling, and splendiferous adventures. Are you ready for all this? Of course not. That's the point life will be trying to make: nudging

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Friday, May 18, 2012

Until recently you could get energies in only three ways

What it is that I am learning about energies and what is so revolutionary about that

Until recently you could get energies in only three ways:


you were attuned by someone who had the energy. Attunement is an implant type of procedure. ((Attunement is like surgery. It's like giving you a heart that comes from someone else. It is not in sync with the Original Design. It is superimposing human will on Nature: entirely a 4th plane imaginary paradigm, maya.))

you discovered that you had access to a certain energy. It seems innate... You may call it having been gifted, or some other way that makes you sound superior: the truth is that you probably earned it. Your vibration is probably higher than "normal" and you probably regularly connect to Source.

someone dumped it on you, whether you were ready or not. I have only heard tales of that: I can't testify about the veracity of the claims. ((The story I am referring to is the story of Matt Schoener's. His story was that when

energies

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Things are not always as they seem... in fact, almost never

Let me start with a joke, ok?


Jim and Edna are both patients in a mental hospital.

One day while they are walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumps into the deep end. He sinks to the bottom of the pool and stays there

Edna promptly jumps in to save him. She swims to the bottom and pulls Jim out. When the hospital director becomes aware of Edna's heroic act, he considers her to be mentally stable. He goes to tell Edna the news and says, "Edna, I have good news and bad news.

"The good news is you're being discharged; since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient, I have concluded that your act displays sound mindedness.

"The bad news is that Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in his bathroom with his robe belt right after you saved him. I am sorry, but he's dead."

Edna replies, "He didn't hang himself, I put him there to dry. How soon can I go home?"


This is a joke, but it

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Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Sometimes the teacher needs the teaching more than the student, especially a spiritual teacher. Marketeer Poneman and Trivedi: which is the evil one?

Sometimes the teacher needs the teaching more than the student, especially a spiritual teacher. Marketeer Poneman and Trivedi: which is the evil one?

Yesterday, the theme in my 2nd Phase Activator Class was compassion: That compassion is not for the other person's sake; just like love is not for the other person's sake.

Compassion (and love) is for YOU!

When you can transform hatred, pity, or anger, resentment, or regret to compassion, you become free. (Not even mentioning the fact that love and compassion is only felt by the giver, never by the receiver. It warms up the giver, maybe shines on the recipient, but no nurturing there.)

Anyway, I downloaded the activators, and felt that I needed them too. But didn't know for what...

I woke up in the morning and was still reeling from the attacks, the pressure, running short-handed (my little brother, who is my technical assistant, is in the hospital recovering from a heart surgery: hopefully.) So I am doing his work, I am

Trivedi and the marketeers

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Scams, conspiracies: how your mind makes you dumb, naive, stupid, and a victim

Scams, conspiracies: how your mind makes you dumb, naive, stupid, and a victim

Ever since I was a little girl, I could be sent into a deep depression with any story about scans, conspiracies.

The idea that I was duped, or could be duped, that we are walking on a minefield only safe for a moment and can be blown up any moment sent me hurling into depression.

I know that my wording is dramatic: I can be very dramatic about certain topics, to my own detriment.

Where is this from, this sudden "interest" in this topic again?

Well, this is a recurring theme: every few years it comes up, the money mongers, the psychological games, all that happy horse-shit... I am not saying that they are not true, I am only saying that I am better off keeping my distance from them.

You may know this story, but it is worth telling for those that haven't:


Autobiography in Five Chapters

I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I fall in.
I am lost... I am

scams and scammers

Monday, May 14, 2012

Energize Your Water, Energize Your Body. About the Source Energized Water... 70% of your body is water. Are you energized?

Energize your Water: About the Source Energized Water... 70% of your body is water

Most of what we know, or think we know is Tree of Knowledge.

Tree of Knowledge means that we didn't have a direct experience of what we are talking about. We guessed, or someone else guessed and sold it to us as the truth.

That is the case with most of history, the Bible, and most of science.

Now, let's get back to direct experience: it is a tricky area.

I need to add something important: direct experience of something that is not open to interpretation.



Example: I was 9 years old when the so called "revolution" happened in Hungary. I listened to Voice of America, I had my father called at 3 am to go and fight. I had my brother stand in line for 7 hours to get a loaf of bread. I had my mother and brother go to the Austrian Embassy for some food: they had to go in the backyards of houses to be protected from gunfire.

I had two thugs shoot at me in the second floor window and I

Energize your water

Sunday, May 13, 2012

I Was Stupid Or Why Do We Need To Sign A Confidentiality Agreement When You Are In A Paid Course

I Was Stupid Or Why Do You Need To Sign A Confidentiality Agreement When You Are In A Paid Course

Most of us are in this work, teacher and student alike, to raise our vibration. In my programs the specific purpose is to develop a core group of the New Humanity through a combination of raising the vibration and new ways of being.

But some people, students and gurus alike, are in this work for their own purposes, personal significance, money, world dominance... everybody has their purpose and reason.

This past week I needed everyone in the Second Phase Activator course to sign a non-disclosure/confidentiality agreement. As it seems, one of the students shared sensitive information with the wrong people, without malicious intent. That inflamed and enraged a "competitor" guru... and we all suffered this week heavy attacks. I had to work to repair damages for about 20 hours this week, that's why there are barely any articles this week. No time...

Generally, in the world, in

stupid

Friday, May 11, 2012

Soul Correction: Removing Hatred

Removing hatred

If a person witnesses any form of hatred—on his own street or anywhere in the world—it means this person still has some measure of hatred lingering in his own soul.

If we harbor even the slightest bit of hatred or animosity for another person-for any reason whatsoever, valid or invalid, whether we're aware of it or whether we're in self-denial —we still bring. destruction to the world.
By cleansing. the hatred in our own hearts, we can remedy all the world's problems at once at the level of their root cause.

Spiritual Practice:
Be painfully honest! Acknowledge every person or group of people toward whom you feel anger, envy, malice, total disgust, or any combination thereof. With the Light of this Name, drop those negative feelings like a load of wet laundry!

The basis of this hatred is the mind. The mind will not accept anyone or anything as valid...

What there is to do is: step out of the mind and become innocent. For an innocent person there

soul correction: removing hatred

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

When The Monster Comes Out And Starts Doing Monster Stuff: What Will You Do? How will you raise your vibration back up again?

When The Monster Comes Out And Starts Doing Monster Stuff: What Will You Do? How will you raise your vibration back up?

Let me explain: in the book, The Journeys of Socrates (Dan Millman) one of the main characters is Dmitri. He was an orphan, taught by his adoptive parents that Jews where bad people. In one nasty argument he finds out that he is Jewish... and kills both adoptive parents.

In his memory, in his imagination, a monster came and did all those things. He is riddled with nightmares of that fateful night... his whole life was used by that memory: hiding that he was the monster.

Why am I talking about this now? What does this have to do with raising your vibration?

I had the monster part of me come out on a call this afternoon, and it was slash-slash-slashing on the call... How did that happen that a teacher like me was taken over by my dark side, by my shadow side, by my monster hiding persona?

I just had a little conflict... I am not kidding you. I had a

raise your vibration

Monday, May 7, 2012

Activation

activation

Activation, activator download, full activation, activating the Original Design, activation of th 10 billion nadis all refer to the same thing: human being was designed with dormant circuits that can only get activated if a human, in a perfect two-way communication with Source, commands it.

I was given this information a few months ago, bit by bit, circuit by circuit, and then, on July 24, 2011 I was given permission to command activation of the total activation, not just for one person, but whole countries, whole regions.

I have been, since then, going country by country, asking source if I am allowed to activate a country, and if yes, if the country accepts the activation. If both answers are yes, I activate the country.

If the second question is "no", I ask if there is a way for me to change the status quo. If yes, then I fill the country with the Creator's unconditional love, and then activate the Original Design for every person in that country.

There is

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Glossary II.

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Sunday, May 6, 2012

On being trainer, a leader... upsetting the apple cart and what YOU can learn from that

On being trainer, a leader... allowing someone to upset the apple cart ((apple cart stands here for the status quo, what you know and how you do things)) and what YOU can learn from that.

It's Sunday, so I permit myself a little more time to find out what is other people's agenda... i.e. I read some emails in my inbox.

I do it randomly: I allow the spirit to move my hand that holds the mouse.

I think my conscious mind is completely disengaged: I am not looking for anything in particular: I have more on my plate than I can handle, thank you very much.

THE HAND opens a video. Brendon Burchard pitch video for High Performance Academy. Something about getting things done.

It auto-starts... I scramble for my headset. I catch the tail end of his introduction... I am drawn into the video... and then, suddenly, I need to go to the bathroom, blah blah blah.

Hm. I always pay attention when something is "suddenly".

Resistance.

No matter what he is going to say, it is

upsetting the apple cart

Saturday, May 5, 2012

The $100 loan and other distinctions that raise your vibration

The $100 loan and other distinctions

In 1998 I needed a major surgery. I had been ill for almost a year then. No insurance, no money, no family.

I had a magazine that was just sitting there: I wasn't well enough to actually do the work and publish new issues. My staff long gone, I was silently dying. I was losing blood at an alarming rate, and my mind was going foggier by the day.

An advertiser of my dead magazine decided that he was going to be good Samaritan, and sent a limo to pick me up to take me to his friend who owed him a favor.

The friend, a surgeon, immediately took me to the hospital and had me admitted. I needed a surgery, but a gynecological surgery: not his specialty.

The gynecologist refused to operate on me: I was a charity case. She sent me home to die.

My advertising client found out, and sent the limousine again. The regular surgeon found a willing medical resident (a student. The hospital was a teaching hospital...) and the two of them, two

hundred dollars

Friday, May 4, 2012

You are stuck! Sticky points, pivot points, linchpin, believe me, without knowing these you can't get unstuck.

You are stuck! Sticky points, pivot points, linchpin, believe me, without knowing these you can't get unstuck.

It is coming full circle now... I have another blog, get unstuck, and it's been largely abandoned by me, snubbed by my students as a lower grade of my work, older... lol. BTW, on Amazon it is quite popular, it is in kindle format.

And, lo and behold, the whole class is getting to the same point: they need to learn how to get unstuck.

alleluia!

Of course, my approach, in addition to validating what I have written before, going to be a little bit different.

When I interview people what they consider being stuck, they always talk about the big stuff. Ha-hah! But no one is stuck in the big stuff: it is just the top layer, the layer that everyone can see.

For one, you are stuck in how you view yourself: as if you were your top, visible layer.

Imagine you trying to move a pile of carpets. The pile is 12 carpets high. The pile is not moving.

If you are

stuck

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Earning your light, raising your vibration

Earning your light, raising your vibration

I don't know everything. In fact, I know very little. And what I know is somewhat sketchy.

I just finished muscle testing the vibrational numbers of the second phase activator class. I was expecting to see who is doing the work of earning their light and who isn't by the way their vibration was comparing to the numbers two weeks ago.

What I found didn't make sense, which is a good thing.

When something makes sense, it means that the knowledge is coming from the Tree of Knowledge. It means that I didn't access anything beyond what everybody should suspect; and the majority is always wrong. Always.

So, in a sense, I was happy that my findings didn't make sense.

I get answers two ways:

1. Direct knowing. I just suddenly know. Where is it coming from? Intuition, says Osho. I don't know. It has nothing before it... no history, no reason, no track record. Discontinuous. Seemingly.

2. I get an insight through something

under the level of my conscious awareness

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Who Is Speaking? Who Is Listening? What Is Speaking? What Is Listening?

Who Is Speaking? Who Is Listening? What Is Speaking? What Is Listening?

I am noticing that no matter what question I ask, people, unconsciously, translate the question to a Tree of Knowledge, pedestrian question, and then answer their own question.

Asking the same questions leave you unconscious and your life unchanged.

The power is in the questions that make you pick up your head and say: What?

The two paradigms, the pedistrian paradigm, and the elevated paradigm mostly differ, not in their answers, but in their questions.

The four questions (all four need to be answered, not just one!) create a several story jump... unless, of course, you turn it into a pedestrian question.

When I first started to work on raising my vibration, there were no tools. There were only courses, and most people used them as brain candy, to be smarter in conversation with their peeps.

As I am learning disabled, and a foreigner, and a certified loner, I had to chew on each sentence,

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How do YOU waste your life?

How do YOU waste your life?
A student of mine watched a movie last night. In the movie she heard the following dialogue:

"Thank you for saving my life" "Don’t waste it."

She cried. Later her husband was picking a fight with her. She stepped back ((she'd learned how to in the Second Phase Activators course)) and didn't react.

An hour later the husband came downstairs. She offered him tea. He apologized for his behavior.
Why am I sharing this with you? Because one way or another we are all wasting our life, or most of it.

The most useful question I have found to snap me out of this wasteful way of being is:
What is using your perfectly good life right now?
Here are some examples. All are life-wasters that you can eliminate by doing the work we do, especially the activators.


Blaming
Worrying
Thinking about the future
Thinking about the past
Wondering what it means... (whatever it is at the moment)
Wondering what they mean
Wondering what you should be

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Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Remember: How I learned Hebrew and how it can help you to become the new human being in no time flat

Motto: Mentor: Someone whose hindsight can become your foresight

Remember who you are

In 1981 I got a letter from a man from Israel. He claimed to be a second cousin to me. He was coming to an educational symposium (big conference) in Hungary. He came with his wife.

We spent time together, they were staying with me, in my one-bedroom high-rise apartment in Budapest. He visited with every member of my family, and experience their contempt for me first hand.

He offered to be family to me if I decided to go to Israel.

I year later I packed a suitcase and left Hungary illegally. It was winter in Hungary when I left, in fact it was below 15 minus, very cold. It was about 80 degrees in Israel when I arrived, penniless. I didn't know even one word of Hebrew, though I had heard the word Shalom, I didn't know what it meant.

I enrolled in an 'ulpan,' a free language school paid by the government as part of the Law of Return: every Jew has the right to get support to return to

remember who you are