Sunday, May 20, 2012

Can't feel anything, anger, joy, love, peace? Can't feel that you are connected? What can you do about it?

Can't feel anything, joy, love, peace? Can't feel that you are connected? What can you do about it?

You are a Pressure Cooker

I had a real transformation a few years ago, but because it disappeared stuff, I am just noticing.

When anger disappears, you barely notice it.

I used to be an angry person. You wouldn't know it, because for reasons of my own I suppressed my anger.

Anger not expressed cripples you. But expressing anger can be dangerous: you need to be out of control, or so it seems.

I went for it a few times, I did the process with the 6-day course, for example.

My fear was that my anger kills. Not that I kill someone while angry, but my anger kills.

I made that up when I was three years old.

My mom was pregnant and she was in the hospital. I was angry at the baby, and the baby died. Simple enough: she was born prematurely, and she died.

But for me, I killed her. How? With my anger. How did I know? Because they didn't take me to the funeral, but

anger

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