Can't feel anything, joy, love, peace? Can't feel that you are connected? What can you do about it?
You are a Pressure Cooker
I had a real transformation a few years ago, but because it disappeared stuff, I am just noticing.
When anger disappears, you barely notice it.
I used to be an angry person. You wouldn't know it, because for reasons of my own I suppressed my anger.
Anger not expressed cripples you. But expressing anger can be dangerous: you need to be out of control, or so it seems.
I went for it a few times, I did the process with the 6-day course, for example.
My fear was that my anger kills. Not that I kill someone while angry, but my anger kills.
I made that up when I was three years old.
My mom was pregnant and she was in the hospital. I was angry at the baby, and the baby died. Simple enough: she was born prematurely, and she died.
But for me, I killed her. How? With my anger. How did I know? Because they didn't take me to the funeral, but
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