Thursday, July 5, 2012

The Martyr Syndrome: do you have it?

There is a new insight I have gained from my recent experience on the connection calls.

Some people (maybe all, at one time or another) have a breathtaking, breath blocking, experience, a feeling, or better said a bundle of feelings, that the Heaven on Earth (HOE) can't eliminate.

I have been wondering what it is. Why is it so recognizable, almost like a signature: I can recognize from the "feeling" the person who has it. Same location in the body, same type of pressure, or sharp pain, or a gnawing sensation.

Obviously my vocabulary won't be able to keep up with the variety of feelings people can hothouse....

And here is the insight: these are not natural feelings. Maybe originally they were, But they became a pattern, a self-poisoning device. Forcefully perpetuated.

Whether I've told you before or not is immaterial, but I have been under intensive attack by the Dark Forces.

For a long time I thought it was one person, but no person can do this, relentlessly,

martyr syndrome

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